I can't even begin to wrap my head around the fear that I am experiencing this week.  I don't feel the baby moving, I haven't gained any weight.  I really don't have any pregnancy symptoms anymore.  At least when I was constantly nauseous I knew that all was ok.  WIth both Sam and Sophia I had so many complications that I had multiple ultrasounds by now, the fact that at 15 weeks they still had a TERRIBLE time finding the heart beat makes me so scared.  I am praying that the ultrasound on thursday is good and that things go smoothly.  
  Trying to trust and not be afraid....
Philippians 4:6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.
 
 
 
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